Unspoken-Unheard
[rxn]
45 - ELLEGARDEN
Our friend's show will begin in 45 minutes
But we are still a hundred miles away from the hall
We are at almost half way there
Driving fast to catch the first song he will sing for us tonigt
Our tires are flat
We could be running out of gas
It's getting dark now
Our headlamps are failing
Maps are too old
We don't even know where we are
But we have to go
We think we'll make it
Step on the gas
We'll be in time at least for the party after the show
Don't forget that we are here to have fun
NOt to throw blame around
We screwed up at the last corner
Then we had to make left turn to get back to the main street
We are almost there
Come on buddy
We are only 5 minutes late
You know the show could have been delayed
I will take you
I'll lead you there
I promise that I will take you
Now the tires are burning
We are at the edge of the town
It's dark now
But we see the bright lights there
We don't need these maps anymore
We are quite sure of
Where we are now
We are sure to make it
[bad hair day]
i hate looking in my mirror. im always hiding myself from looking at the way i am now. >,<. i even drove myself to wear this stupid jacket so i, and anyone else, wouldnt have to see what i see everyday...
... but last night. a really good friend of mine that ive known since second grade told me something. she told me maybe i dont see what everyone else sees. maybe im looking at things the completely wrong way. oh how she makes me feel so much better.
i look in the mirror and see that its not impossible. but there is some things that mirrors cant show. and what it doenst show me will be harder to fix. all my life i have been screwing things up. i swore to myself that i would change. i believe in second chances. but im already on my third chance. and its happening again. i feel that im pushing people away. early on, because i seclude myself. because im shy. then later on bc i get annoying. i dont know why im like this. ive lost friends before. i dont want to lose anyone.
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