Unspoken-Unheard
[rxn]
45 - ELLEGARDEN
Our friend's show will begin in 45 minutes
But we are still a hundred miles away from the hall
We are at almost half way there
Driving fast to catch the first song he will sing for us tonigt
Our tires are flat
We could be running out of gas
It's getting dark now
Our headlamps are failing
Maps are too old
We don't even know where we are
But we have to go
We think we'll make it
Step on the gas
We'll be in time at least for the party after the show
Don't forget that we are here to have fun
NOt to throw blame around
We screwed up at the last corner
Then we had to make left turn to get back to the main street
We are almost there
Come on buddy
We are only 5 minutes late
You know the show could have been delayed
I will take you
I'll lead you there
I promise that I will take you
Now the tires are burning
We are at the edge of the town
It's dark now
But we see the bright lights there
We don't need these maps anymore
We are quite sure of
Where we are now
We are sure to make it
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i need to talk to you...
... why am i hesitating?
nothing bad. or that controversial. just need to get things out there ya' know. many things have bothered me. but ive been holding it in.
ive evolved, changed, grown, strengthened. so its not eating away at me. but i just want to know, need to know. but hesitation.
it was not my intention to never talk to you again. you said we can still talk and stuff. just simple conversation like i would with any of my friends. what happened? i am sorry for that. ive screwed up many things but i am different now. i will never ask for a second chance. i now how it is now.
but i want us to talk again. i miss you. i dont care about last year. well i do, but its not holding me any more.
thats whats been bothereing me though, last year, but again, not holding me. just curious. and i like hearing from you. liked being around you without feeling ackward.
i dont know what last year meant to you, but i hope you dont forget me. because i havnt forgotten you yet. hasnt escaped my mind for even one day for over a year by now.
oops.... i hope nothing i said makes you feel obliged to do anything, or broach guilt in any way. dont worry about anything.
maybe if im lucky, we will talk again.
:]
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