Unspoken-Unheard
[rxn]
45 - ELLEGARDEN
Our friend's show will begin in 45 minutes
But we are still a hundred miles away from the hall
We are at almost half way there
Driving fast to catch the first song he will sing for us tonigt
Our tires are flat
We could be running out of gas
It's getting dark now
Our headlamps are failing
Maps are too old
We don't even know where we are
But we have to go
We think we'll make it
Step on the gas
We'll be in time at least for the party after the show
Don't forget that we are here to have fun
NOt to throw blame around
We screwed up at the last corner
Then we had to make left turn to get back to the main street
We are almost there
Come on buddy
We are only 5 minutes late
You know the show could have been delayed
I will take you
I'll lead you there
I promise that I will take you
Now the tires are burning
We are at the edge of the town
It's dark now
But we see the bright lights there
We don't need these maps anymore
We are quite sure of
Where we are now
We are sure to make it
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
::this cant be happening::
how can this happen... again!!!
it will ruin everything for me, my life, my future, my dreams... will crumble.
they are fighting again. and i kno i hav some influence on this. its happened before.
he said they might divorce. this cant be happening again. if it does, i might as well just give up. we'll lose the house. we'd either find an appt here, or move away. i cant handle doing that again. no! and if they do, ill hav to go to college closest to where we end up going because i cant leave my dad and brother by themself. hes only in middle skool and dad is getting old. my dreams of going to places away, moving from home, living on my own... gone.
and theyd take maya away from me. im crying just saying that. i cant go on if they take her away. id also lose the only real mom ive ever had. i never had one before her. how can she just leave all of us.
all this stress and skool starts the day after tomorrow.
cant they resolve this?
i wont be able to handle it.
i just cant.
if its over for my parents, whats the point of even trying for me anymore?
:'[
it'll be over for me
: 20:56
::growl::
: 23:48